I cannot speak from my own testimony
But I speak on the testimonies from
ancient men.
Marriages on the verge of divorce
can be restored.
It can reach the place of
no return
and return
to give a positive testimony
I heard it starts with a choice
This empty void gets filled
And I begin to see this is a relationship.
I begin to see relationships can be good
Relationships can be beneficial for me.
“Men are not made to be alone”
Females neither.
I see this relationship with God is good for me.
I learn things
I learn about life
Dear Lord
I use to think I know
enough.
I don’t know much
about many
things
Such as prayer.
I pray and You do.
And that’s about what i know.
I pray that
I’ll know more
about prayer.
I wish i could put time on hold
walk through my old
mistakes
and remind myself not
to make them again
Sometimes I forget we are the children in Africa
that everyone is praying for.
And I send my prayers out tonight
To the children in Europe, America,Australia,China and everyone else.
That they remember God has RISEN for them too.
We might be poor in finance
but everyone needs Jesus
Dear Lord
Forgive me for worshiping an made image of You.
For choosing out parts of You to worship
and others to forget.
You are kind yes, but You are Holy too.
Forgive me if I have forgot Your Holiness
and made You into a one-dollar store Jesus.
Thank You for forgiveness.
Teach me Your ways.
Dear God
I’m ready for you to come fetch me
they don’t want me anyway.
I have not forgotten that you have adopted me. Created me in Your likeness.
I have not forgotten that you promised to never leave
to make my paths if I know you in all my ways
And even if i fail, Jesus died
which makes me righteous.
So I’m here God.
No one wants me.
I’ll take me,
but I’m not strong enough to
carry me anymore.
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Thanks God for coming
Even when my flesh is depressed
I still reek of Your likeness
My Spirit is in You
And You heard my cry.
You came through the form of a human
as You touched my back
for that moment relief came
My snot is still dripping from my nose
but Your presence lingers.
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Lord come and fetch me
God God Why have my body forsaken me?
I feed it all the vitamin’s
But I’m the one crying when
I need to pee.
God god why have I forsaken my body?
Gave it up for the chance to be ‘pretty’
Now my insides fail me,
Reject my food
God God, why have thou not yet forsaken me?
You have washed me clean
And gave me a second chance
Cause You are about that life
Beauty is almost like a lie
You keep on being beautiful to make them smile.
You know what they say about lies,
You hve to keep telling them
To be fine.
As I’m sitting in hospital
Looking like crap
Contemplating who will phone me back
And take care of me.
While I’m looking wack
So I put on my lipstick
And wash my hair
Smile like a rainbow
Without a care.
This too shall pass,
I’ll take care of myself,
And that’s when I realized
“this is going to be a lonely life”
She said: I’m at the lowest point of my life
The people that are close to me
Are the people that were drawn to me by my beauty.
And when they’ve found me.
They exchanged my beauty for my personality.
Beauty- something corruptible, yet have so much power.
Can lead men to death, make married men cowards.
I thank God for the gift that He has given me,
But when I look around
I see people that fell in love with a skull
And do not know my insides
That are hurting me.
My life is falling apart
And my words make it sound like art,
But it sucks cause I’ve failed to buildt profound relationships
Yet I thank God for standing by myside while I’m
Learning the lesson.
Having wisdom is a blessing.
